The hardest oart is over... The first 2 weeks. I know there are smokes around the house, hell... i even have a packet in the car. I cleaned out the ashtray the other day and i tell you what... the smell was disgusting. I am so glad i am not putting that bad shit into my mouth anymore. I do miss it sometimes though. I miss the feeling of sitting out side with a drink, puffing away. I dont miss it enough to take it back up though. I am getting more done at work too i feel because i am not spending 10 minutes every hour and a half having a smoke. My car is starting to smell better, i am starting to taste things more, i am starting to be able to be more active without getting puffed. I still have a huge hill to climb but i know that this time i start to climb that hill, theres no cloud of smoke in the way. Theres no heavy chest, no pounding heart... just me and my heart. I am gonna beat you smokes... beat you to a pulp!!!
Take it easy,
Finney
GO Shane! You can do it!
ReplyDeleteWell done. Keep up the good work, in next to no time you'll look back and realise it's been months since you had one!