I don't know where you've gone,
there was a man that made me proud.
My feelings and emotions
disappear into a crowd.
I've found myself along a path
that I have walked before.
Maybe I'll just disappear,
to where I'm not too sure.
I'm turning to old habits
that are driving them away.
I'm feeling like a coward
because I've got no words to say.
The path I see below my feet
is not what I desire.
Maybe I'll just disappear,
They'll live without my fire.
Suicide is not an option,
It's not something within me.
Ending life to compensate
that you will all be free.
The path I find myself upon
shows crumble and decay.
I hope I find myself the strength
to live another day.
27/05/2021.
